frankocean:

this is why i stay to myself.

& still thinking.

you mean more to me than i thought or wanted to believe. You have taught me so much about myself in such a short amount of time. You have meant more to me than most of the people in my life. I trust you with everything and never doubt you. I really wish it didn’t have to be like this. Im actually really emotional & i didn’t expect to react like this at all. I really sad that we didn’t get a proper goodbye but i  hope you know that i’m extremely impressed about how strong you are about this whole thing. I can’t imagine how hard it must be and you handle everything so well. Im sitting here crying & thinking about it and i really can’t stop. I’m not sure why i’m so sad… it’s probably because you are a really good friend to me and i depend you on more than you think and now your gone & i don’t know when i’m gonna see you again. i love you for being such a great friend.

ridiculously annoying when guys cant be up front about what they want. i hate games i hate them. i just wanna grow up and be in love already haha not really but kinda yeah. 

when people break their promises. Even if it’s the slightest thing…it pisses me off.